I swear. Everyone, everyone is getting engaged. Married. Pregnant (albeit before marriage…). I reek of jealousy. Most of them are younger than I am. I’m doing things the way I deem smartest for me (well, and I’m chained by my parents), but deep down, all I want is to raise a family. I’m well aware it’s not all flowers and chocolate. I know that very well. But it has been my lifelong dream.