January 2012
Jan 1st
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Sick. I can’t stay up until midnight. The past few days, I’ve been sending my boyfriend home earlier than our “curfew.” It sucks. But I’ve felt too tired and crappy, and he really can do something better with his time than tuck me in all the time and watch me sleep. I mustn’t be that selfish… Happy (almost) New Year, everyone! P.S. My boyfriend gave me...
Jan 1st
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Jan 1st
December 2011
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A-choo! Sigh. No voice, sore throat, runny nose. At least my head doesn’t feel congested. I hope it stays that way. I feel quite AAOx3, but I’m still sick. They sent me home from work (hey, I tried), so I’m trying to finish Christmas presents (tsk, tsk) instead of going back to sleep. For shame, Christmas was last week. =/ Oh, well.
Dec 30th
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Heeh.
I hemmed a pair of scrub pants just now. I’m quite a short girl, and transferring from having to double-fold my pants to having them fit me is a great accomplishment. I adore my sewing machine. Two more scrub pants to hem, and hopefully I’ll also hem other things. And then I’ll start a project. Still need fabric……
Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
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WatchWatch
Please watch this. This family is very closely related to a close friend and needs help and prayer.
Dec 28th
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I’m absolutely loving my new sewing machine. One problem: I really need fabric haha. I’m just playing around with scraps and stuff right now. I’m contemplating on making one of my many scarves into an infinity scarf just ‘cause. And because I never wear it.
Dec 27th
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And now I'm not allowed to hug my boyfriend.
My own boyfriend! What is this madness?! >(
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 24th
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Uhhhh yes? I most definitely got a sewing machine for my birthday - one that works. Funny story: I actually saw the box outside the door to my room before I went to sleep but I wanted to wait until the morning to open it. I couldn’t for the life of me sleep (for various reasons). I started thinking about what was in the box; my father had apparently picked it out. Suddenly, at around 0330, I...
Dec 24th
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Oopsies. >< Told someone something that was apparently not supposed to be told to that person. Life’s so confusing. But it’s sort of fun…
Dec 23rd
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'Tis mah birfday.
Physically and emotionally tired. Hopefully it’ll be a good day. I’ve got two presents. It should be a good day because of that! Nighty night.
Dec 23rd
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I feel like such a horrible person.
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
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Man, am I in such a dilemma.
Emotional roller coaster has just turned into a hurricane. I’ll need to pray really hard for the next 6 months. Very hard.
Dec 21st
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Home.
And strangely, I don’t want to be. Those were the best four days of this whole year. Didn’t even have time for my boyfriend. Or the Internet. But I’ve returned an emotionally confused individual.
Dec 21st
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Hopefully, this will be the start of a 4.5-day...
Unless I get so bored that I have to ask for their Internet password…
Dec 16th
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Daily Ramble.
Best friend: Do you know what a pimp is?
Sister: A car?
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Going out of state tomorrow morning. This is the worst week to have forced this on me. =/ I truly wanted to stay home and chill and then start work next week. No. Now, I have to wait for two weeks. And I’m not looking forward to a 12-hour drive there and then another back. I get carsick easily now…a new thing as of this year. -_- Plus, it’s gonna be a reunion with my...
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Good day. I’m definitely milking this break for all that it’s worth. I totally woke up abruptly early this morning with a panicked thought of, “Oh, my goodness, I’m late for class.” Such a good feeling when I realised there was no class. And so the day commenced. Very productive.
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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I miss my CD-ROMs. :(
I just tried playing my two favorites: The Lion King and Toy Story. But neither of them worked because our systems aren’t compatible. Boo. *edit* Aghaghagh!!!!! We have one computer that’s compatible!!!! I’m going to have such a fun night.
Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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Omg. I just realised that I can now look forward to Christmas. I can now enjoy the holiday spirit. And I’m gonna be able to have a great birthday (mother said she’d decide what I can do for my birthday depending on how my grades went). And! It’s gonna be such a good break. Man. Thank you remaining followers for putting up with all my gripes and complaints. One more semester to...
Dec 14th
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Dec 13th
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DEAR GOD I PASSSEDDDDDD NUR 214!!!!!!
He loves doing things last second haha. He’s done it countless times in my life haha. After I’m done screaming and crying my heart out. I was ready to change my major.
Dec 13th
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I failed. Okay? I failed. I failed myself. I failed as an Asian. God failed me. I’m a failure. Do not judge me.
Dec 13th
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That’s enough studying for now. Who am I kidding. I can’t retain anything else for forever. I am so scared.
Dec 13th
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Resorted to tea, peanut M&Ms, and sunflower seeds. I am so tired. Page after page. I am so scared for tomorrow. My eyes hurt. My head hurts. I want to complain. But I have no idea of what. Nothing is making sense anymore.
Dec 12th
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She almost made me spit out my tea haha
Me: I feel like I have to be checked into the psych unit. Voluntary admission.
Nursing classmate: I'll see you there.
Dec 12th
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When I get home tomorrow… CLEAN MY ROOM. It’s utter chaos, and I hate it. Finish 4th Christmas gift. Hopefully go to JoAnn to get supplies for next Christmas gift. 50% coupons ftw. Buy books for next semester. WASH CLOTHES. Fold said clothes. Iron uniforms. Pack. Knit. Make pierogies. I cannot wait until all this stress is finished. But I have to pass, otherwise it...
Dec 12th
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I feel like some labile kid or something all the time now. Or in between moderate and severe anxiety. Something. Always crying, always depressed. I cannot wait until I can be my normal self again aka when school ends. It’ll only be temporary, though, because they said next semester is even more demanding. I read the stuff, and I see so many of my symptoms on the paper. I’m going...
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
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Every time I have to say bye to my boyfriend, I die a little inside. That sounds so juvenile, so cliche. And yet, it’s how I feel. I wish we were allowed to just stay together the whole night. Sleep and everything. Cuddle with tons of blankets in my freezing house. And watch a movie on the nonexistent TV. I was not meant to be alone.
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
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