February 2012
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Tell me what I have done to deserve my boyfriend reading one text and assuming it’s a boy with whom I’m going out to lunch. TELL ME WHY. We’ve been going out for almost three years and he now asks me a stupid question like that?! In my already highly emotional, tired state?! I feel like he just tore off my arm. Btw I’m going to study with my girl classmate. Ugh.
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I’ll at least talk about my boyfriend before I sleep. He wore a bow tie today. :D First time, ever, in like 10 years, he said. He got the tie for $2.60; it was supposed to be $60 something but it was heavily discounted. Smart boy. I hadn’t seen him all week except to study…which really, he might as well not have been there since all we did was truly study. Not even look up at...
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I should be asleep. But school never ends……
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Note to self:
NO MORE BUYING SLOUCHY SHIRTS.
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I have a 30-minute presentation due on Tuesday of which I will be presenting 15 minutes. I’ve never done this before. And I’m just now laying my hands on the PowerPoint. It’s on resumes and cover letters, which I suppose isn’t hard. It’s just the fact that I’m not long-winded by far; it’ll take a miracle for me to get to 30 minutes. My partner and I will...
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“I’ve always been comfortable with my size. I just decided it was time to...”
– Amber Riley, Glee
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I feel like I just killed a whole tree.
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In order of importance.
Finish proofreading care plan.
Start 15 minute presentation powerpoint.
Read on NG tubes and ostomy care.
Look up meds for patients.
Philosophy think piece.
Apply for graduation.
Sleep at 2100. It looks more possible today.
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Wish I could do something for Lent. But I can’t give up the Internet; my school relies too much on it. I can’t give up Tumblr or Facebook; the former is my only place in the world to rant to prevent me from blowing up, and the latter is my only source of communication with anyone, including classmates. I can’t give up certain foods, because really, I only eat what is in my house....
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I called out of clinical for tomorrow. I am so overwhelmed, it’s crazy. This week is like hell. I’m so glad I have an understanding clinical instructor, four “free” call-out days for clinical, and nothing due tomorrow. Still trying to finish my list. Still won’t be sleeping at 2100 because it’s past that. Bye, now.
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I wish I knew what to do with my life.
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Finished my care plan today. Due Thursday.
Tomorrow:
Class.
Proofread 18-page, 10-point font care plan.
Start 15 minute presentation stuff…due in one week. ._.
Philosophy discussion questions.
Philosophy think piece.
Go to hospital to pick two patients for clinical.
Church music practice. ._____. Truthfully, I think it is becoming a burden.
Try to sleep at 2100. I can already see...
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I studied my butt off for the past exam (as per usual). And I still got a lower score than the guy who never studies! THIS IS RIDICULOUS. To add on, the final is 50-freaking-percent of our grade! Who does that?!?!
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Going to JoAnn on President’s Day weekend with my military boyfriend = extra discounts ftw. Yeahhhh!
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I swear. Everyone, everyone is getting engaged. Married. Pregnant (albeit before marriage…). I reek of jealousy. Most of them are younger than I am. I’m doing things the way I deem smartest for me (well, and I’m chained by my parents), but deep down, all I want is to raise a family. I’m well aware it’s not all flowers and chocolate. I know that very well. But it has...
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I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve been such a moody person lately. That feeling of having to get out of my skin is back. I always feel like I have to go somewhere but I can’t. It’s eating me up.
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Sigh. My boyfriend and I were supposed to “do” Valentine’s day on the weekend. Well, we were shopping yesterday, and for some reason, it was brought up when I was looking at a dress. He wanted to buy it for me. I said no, since he has other financial obligations. I said whatever we’re doing for our Valentine’s day is enough. And apparently, he hadn’t done...
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This past Thursday, I went to a student nurse statewide convention. 1400 present nursing students in the same room. From the same state! And I’m willing to bet that number isn’t even the half of it. It’s crazy. In a few months, I’ll have to compete with almost the lot of them for a single job! I’m finally beginning to realise how big a deal nursing is, especially in...
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Going to a student nurse’s convention tomorrow. My instructor today recommended printing business cards for networking and such. Of course, though, I had no time. Every printer place is at least 35 minutes away. Sigh. I thought I’d be a little more relaxed since tomorrow isn’t a school day for once. At least I have my resume. I’m going to be so tired tomorrow.
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Care plan. Of course, it was too good of a dream to think that it would only be one diagnosis. There goes my weekend……
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Valentine’s Day for me will be on the weekend. It’ll comprise of baking my surprise and watching Boys Over Flowers and Anne of Green Gables II and III with my boyfriend. I love that he likes watching what I like watching. And I love quality time. It’s the best gift that anyone could give me.
Especially considering that last year, I looked like this: …with no boyfriend for...
Don't be afraid of being alone.
ohsopaulene:
Just continue to become a blessing to the people who are in need of love. Because the more you reach out to other people, the less time you have thinking about yourself. Today is a beautiful day to reach out ! So don’t be upset because you are single, be happy that you are able to give the love others need and it’s the love of Christ. :D
Today is a beautiful day. Make a...
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When I get my own house, I’m going to take into account that my neighborhood should have sidewalks. People around this area like walking around in the dark - in black. On the road due to the lack of sidewalks. This is ridiculous.
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For some reason, in the last 30 minutes of my boyfriend’s Sunday visit, I became all emotional and started talking about how I hate my poor communication skills and having been home schooled and my slow reaction times. I talked about how I feel it affects learning in clinical, especially. I started crying (._.) when I thought about last semester. That teacher really scarred me and my already...
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Yeah. So, my mother told my boyfriend and me to go to the early service so we could meet up right away and get my “new” car. They were supposed to be home 36 minutes ago. Problem is, it’s freezing outside, and my mother won’t let my boyfriend in when no one else is at home besides me. To the point of freezing. I can’t understand her logic. We’re good,...
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Apparently, I'm getting a new car tomorrow...
Well, not new new. Just new to me. A 2004 Nissan Sentra. Hm. My parents wanted me to have something more updated than my 1992 Nissan Sentra. I’ll finally have A/C!